A really love story-----I wasn't Interested in anyone until her

I wasn't interested in anyone until she came. We had nothing in common but she still became my best friend.
We had great times until one day i developed these very weird feeling which i defined them as jealousy. Who wouldn't be jealous of her. She's smart, pretty, tall and skinny. Every thing for a perfect girl. After going through some fights i finally noticed that i actually fell in love with her. I told some of my close friends to seek some advise. They were really great. Always there when i was love sick and being my secret spies on her. I grew over protective about her. When someone loved her or she loved someone i would feel so crap and do little pointless things. 

When your in love. You feel as if you need to be the first and the last in anything for her. First one to reach and leave her house. First to say hello in the morning and last to say bye and give hugs. First to say Happy-birthday. First to cheer her up. But that never worked for me. I am never the one to make her happy! I feel so sad when i'm not the one! but now i found out that you actually don't need to be the first or the last. You just got to be you. Just like what my friends say, 'Its better to buy a sweet with a lot of feeling in them, then a piece of expensive jewelry with no sweetness.' 

At the end, i chose to study abroad. I told her a week before i left. This made her heart break. She started crying and made me realize what a jerk i am to chose to leave her and hurt her so much. There was so much i wanted to do. I wanted to hold her in my arms, comfort and slowly stroke her long brown hair, softly placing kisses on her. There were no reasons to not to do so but i just simply didn't. I dont regret what i did but if i did get the choise to stay i would have. 

I and my friend threw a party before i left. Apart of her leaving gift for me was something i have always asked of her as a joke. SHe just lay there next to my looking at me while every one else was watching King Kong. Then i finally said, 'May i?' Her eyes made my heart feel like when your in a car and and you suddenly drive over little bump. She formed her lips into a little volcano. I looked around to see if no one was looking, especially my parents. I gave her my first kiss ever. My first kiss wasn't like how gruesome love stories would describe them. It felt more like a kiss on the cheek but softer and better in a heartbeat fastening way. When her gift was given we continued the movie as if nothing happened.

On the day the she was going to go on summer holiday. i confessed to her through sms. Just as i thought she loved me as a friend. I thought that our friend ship would have been over now but then when i started living aboard, one day she phoned me as if nothing happened.

I have been in love with her for quite long now. Even though i caused her a lot of pain by telling her at the last moment that i was leaving her to go to abroard. I think her love towards me never changed but on the contras it strengthened. Shes always there for me. Even though we have nothing in common and i tend to want to be more then just friends. Every time i come back she like sets everything aside just for me! She the prettiest, trustworthy, dorkiest person i have ever met! I just lover her so much! My someone special in my life.

ANDREW & GRACE

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